I know I dabble out of habit. It's like opening the refrigerator door and staring blankly inside for 10-15 minutes. I do reach inside to pick up CERTAIN items, examining those thoroughly prior to returning them to a shelf. But I never open these, and certainly don't eat / drink from said containers. Instead, I simply close the door and walk away once I feel thoroughly bored with myself.
The problem could be rectified immediately if there were a lock on the refrigerator. For it isn't my appliance. It belongs to someone else. I just happen to have access to it during certain windows of time. But if the owner were to catch me glaring into their durable good, it would be mighty embarrassing.
Why?
I have a refrigerator of my own. The difference though is my refrigerator's contents aren't a free-for-all as the aforementioned one is.
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This is me being a rebel. And I realize it may sound minute to you, but to me, it suffices.
I don't drink or smoke. I'm an avid exerciser. I watch what I eat, and I don't watch TV (nor do I play video games). My family tithes and gives regularly to a number of causes (including Samson Society).
It's a mundane existence, therefore why can't I "live a little" (remember, I'm NOT EVEN SNACKING ON ANYTHING I TAKE OUT OF THE FRIG)?
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So how do I put a stop to this?
I crawled out of bed this morning (very early) and prayed earnestly for help. We'll see...
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